I Paul have written it with mine own hand, I will repay it: albeit I do not say to thee how thou owest unto me even thine own self besides.

PHILEMON 1:19KJV
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What does Philemon 1:19 mean?

Philemon 1:19 shows Paul personally promising to repay any debt or loss that Onesimus, the runaway slave, might owe to Philemon, while gently reminding Philemon that he himself owes Paul his very life. Paul is both taking responsibility for Onesimus and subtly pointing out the deep spiritual debt Philemon has to him.

Paul is writing directly to Philemon, making it clear that he is writing this part with his own hand as a sign of sincerity and personal commitment. The situation is that Onesimus, once Philemon’s slave, has wronged Philemon but has now become a Christian through Paul’s ministry. Paul’s statement highlights both his willingness to make things right and the close, personal relationship between Paul and Philemon, rooted in Philemon’s conversion.

The Greek behind Philemon 1:19

  • ἔγραψα (gegrapsa, “written”): Paul uses this word to stress that he is writing this with his own hand, not through a secretary, which adds weight and personal responsibility to his promise.
  • ἀποτίσω (apotisō, “I will repay”): This word carries the sense of paying back a debt in full, showing Paul’s readiness to cover any loss Onesimus caused.
  • ὀφείλεις (opheileis, “owest”): Paul reminds Philemon that he owes Paul his “own self,” likely referring to Paul’s role in Philemon’s spiritual life, which puts Paul’s request in a gracious but persuasive light.

Why Philemon 1:19 matters

  • This verse clarifies that Paul is not just making a general appeal but is willing to take on a real, practical cost for Onesimus’s sake, showing the depth of his care.
  • Paul’s gentle reminder about Philemon’s spiritual debt to him adds a layer of persuasion, encouraging Philemon to be generous and forgiving toward Onesimus.
  • The verse connects to the wider theme of the letter: Christian relationships are shaped by love, forgiveness, and a willingness to bear one another’s burdens.

Where else these words appear

“self” Greek G4572 · used in 39 verses

  • Matthew 4:6 And saith unto him, If thou be the Son of God, cast thyself down: for it is written, He shall give his angels charge concerning thee: and in their hands they shall bear thee up, lest at any time thou dash thy foot against a stone.
  • Luke 23:37 And saying, If thou be the king of the Jews, save thyself.
  • Romans 2:1 Therefore thou art inexcusable, O man, whosoever thou art that judgest: for wherein thou judgest another, thou condemnest thyself; for thou that judgest doest the same things.

“own” Greek G1699 · used in 68 verses

  • Matthew 18:20 For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them.
  • John 8:56 Your father Abraham rejoiced to see my day: and he saw it, and was glad.
  • 1 Corinthians 5:4 In the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, when ye are gathered together, and my spirit, with the power of our Lord Jesus Christ,

“albeit” Greek G3363 · used in 95 verses

  • Matthew 7:1 Judge not, that ye be not judged.
  • John 18:28 Then led they Jesus from Caiaphas unto the hall of judgment: and it was early; and they themselves went not into the judgment hall, lest they should be defiled; but that they might eat the passover.
  • Ephesians 2:9 Not of works, lest any man should boast.